This past year has been an interesting one for sure. The beginning was rough I struggled to hold onto a relationship that wasn’t working. Once things were over I had to face the fact that I felt like I couldn’t be alone. I like companionship. Once I settled into that realization I worked on it. I got my own place, worked, and survived the ordeal. A few friends helped me stay positive and strong and I am very grateful for them. I came to realize that I deserved to be happy and be with someone who would treat me well. A person who would support my goals and would believe in me as I did them. I decided to pick up and leave NC and move back home to MA. I wanted to find myself again and fix the ties I severed when I had left alomst 3 years prior. I missed my friends and family too much to stay so I packed up once again. When I was home I went out, drank, hung with all my old friends meanwhile making some new ones along the way. I made my fair share of bad decisions this past year but I must admit I’ve learned a lot from looking back on them which I think is the most important part. Now it’s time to make this year about becoming the person I want to be. A person who sets goals then makes them happen, someone not scared to make the wrong decision but is glad that they made one at all, someone who is more relaxed and less angry. So here is to the new year…2012 here I am prepared and not scared!